My mom thinks it was a panic attack. I think it's a crisis of faith. But who knows which one (or both) is right?
I realize that there are a lot of different religious views in the world - and that most people don't share mine. Trying to reconcile the disparate thoughts in my head has brought me to this. And right now, it's all I can do to just be. Meditation training, don't fail me now . . .