The magical fairies that give me bowel obstructions are gone again - so, after a week of complete silence, know that I was in hospital AGAIN for the same thing, and am out now, but am probably going back to Park Falls. Details to follow.
Feeling pretty good though, although existential dread, morphine, and a hospital roommate with cerebral palsy who constantly whips out his oxygen trying to kill himself is not necessarily the best thing for anybody, anytime. Especially when you haven't had a cigarrette in five days.
Speaking of which, I'm either cutting myself off completely, or quitting outright. Haven't decided yet. Won't quit entirely - just, need to go down to less than five a week.
I had some freakish morphine dreams about neon octopi who ravaged Minnesota, Chtorr-style - gotta write about that one some more.
It's good to be a citizen again.
Ours is not to make reply,
Ours is not to question why -
Ours is but to do, and die.
Feeling pretty good though, although existential dread, morphine, and a hospital roommate with cerebral palsy who constantly whips out his oxygen trying to kill himself is not necessarily the best thing for anybody, anytime. Especially when you haven't had a cigarrette in five days.
Speaking of which, I'm either cutting myself off completely, or quitting outright. Haven't decided yet. Won't quit entirely - just, need to go down to less than five a week.
I had some freakish morphine dreams about neon octopi who ravaged Minnesota, Chtorr-style - gotta write about that one some more.
It's good to be a citizen again.
Ours is not to make reply,
Ours is not to question why -
Ours is but to do, and die.
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