Today is:
- the anniversary of my step down to a half-dose of Effexor.
- the last day for me being on the nicotine patch. Tomorrow I am patch-free, and I don't know how I feel about that.
- the day that I realized the difference between "making amends" and "being sorry".
- the day where I start taking responsibility for my own happiness, if I ever deserve such a thing.
- the day where I accept my loneliness as a part of myself.
