Some time, not too long ago, I felt like I became my thoughts - which is not exactly true, but it's close. I felt as though they were transparent to me - like the proverbial "black box" made clear. I could see their workings, until habit made their individual actions second nature. I no longer puzzled with the idea of how I thought - I simply knew how I thought. I found that I could set up initial questions (conditions) that resulted in answers I wanted.
If I seem a little odd lately, this would be a large part of it. I don't find it as much liberating as I do frightening. Something happened to me, and I'm not really sure what it is. I've been thinking (opaquely) about it for some time.