I thought only my grandma did that.
Depressed, again. Did NOT like AotC very much (agreeing more and more every day that Lucas is a hack), and nobody is around. No permanent residence yet, must scrape together money by selling things / begging parents in order to move into new place.
I realized yesterday that I have no shame. Not that it's impossible to embarass me - rather that I have no shame.
Quitting smoking didn't work, again. I need a job before I can do it and have it work. Was able to drive to St Paul and back from Park Falls without nervous breakdown. Plus.
Feel lonely in a crowd. Honesty accomplishes nothing in a world of deceit, so nobody believes me. Have not lied in a while, I think. Feel lonely by myself. Whoever she is (pick one), she doesn't care.