MASUI!!! BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!
I have been way too tired this whole week, and now I've been up too late after playing poker. And I'm in a really weird state of mind - for reasons all too obvious to people that are me, and transparently opaque to the rest of the human race. I feel so alone, but like I need to be. I have a lot of work to do, and finally the strength to do it. Writing, reading, and finally some more of the good ol' exercising. This doesn't make me energetic- I'm just ready for sleep earlier and earlier, and my home keeps getting dirtier and dirtier. Tomorrow should be very monastic.
Here's hoping sleep might help.